“Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end.” – Lucius Annaeus Seneca, Roman Philosopher (but also 90’s band Semisonic) I absolutely detest the New Year’s holiday. Maybe it’s because I am a pessimist at heart, or maybe it’s because my constant heightened state of anxiety doesn’t allow me to enjoy anything that other people do. Instead of looking at the upcoming year as one full of potential, I think mostly of the curveballs that await me. I always worry about the bad things that I can’t possibly see coming. My life feels like a game of dodgeball where I am the first player that the opposing side is aiming…