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See You Again
I lost my sweet grandma earlier this month. Everything that seemed difficult in my life up until that moment pales in comparison. Even now, three weeks later, it hits me like a ton of bricks at the most random times. I catch myself driving home from a perfectly fantastic day, when suddenly a song on the radio will remind me, and the past three weeks goes racing through my mind like a VHS on fast forward. I cry a lot in the car when no one can see. I feel like I have to be stronger, when in actuality I feel empty. It was a Monday afternoon when my dad…
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Falling into Place
In the chaotic World-of-Carrie, things are finally seeming to work themselves out. I am a big believer that when God wants you to be somewhere or do something, He makes things happen to push it along. In my experience, that “push” has sometimes been more of a shove, but I have learned to listen. When the opportunity to move to Raleigh came up, I said “yes” without really thinking twice about it. Of course, after the initial thrill of bigger and better things wore off, I second guessed myself incessantly for the next month. I questioned whether I was brave enough to run off to a scary new city on…
